dEcEpTiCoNiCaL: hottfacemiCHELLe95839849: hey hey wats updEcEpTiCoNiCaL: nothin youmiCHELLe95839849: just tired and stuffmiCHELLe95839849: ...............miCHELLe95839849: lol miCHELLe95839849: stuffmiCHELLe95839849: miCHELLe95839849: i heart youdEcEpTiCoNiCaL: i heart you soo muchdEcEpTiCoNiCaL: i had soo much fun todaymiCHELLe95839849: i no it me toomiCHELLe95839849: like this has been theee best day evermiCHELLe95839849: i was sooo happymiCHELLe95839849: miCHELLe95839849: you make me sooo happymiCHELLe95839849: just being with you dEcEpTiCoNiCaL: :-)miCHELLe95839849: you dont even no joshmiCHELLe95839849: ......miCHELLe95839849: i wish i could cuddle with youmiCHELLe95839849: ....miCHELLe95839849: i dunnodEcEpTiCoNiCaL: :-*miCHELLe95839849: miCHELLe95839849: im wicke dlike emotionalmiCHELLe95839849: its really fucked updEcEpTiCoNiCaL: what do you mean?miCHELLe95839849: i dunnomiCHELLe95839849: lolmiCHELLe95839849: its weirdmiCHELLe95839849: ... i feel weirddEcEpTiCoNiCaL: about what?miCHELLe95839849: i dunno i just feel weird all aroundmiCHELLe95839849: miCHELLe95839849: ... miCHELLe95839849: so how are youdEcEpTiCoNiCaL: alrightmiCHELLe95839849: omiCHELLe95839849: okjmiCHELLe95839849: lolmiCHELLe95839849: hows yrou computer doingdEcEpTiCoNiCaL: fine for noww...miCHELLe95839849: .... i like you alot joshmiCHELLe95839849: like a really lotdEcEpTiCoNiCaL: me toodEcEpTiCoNiCaL: alot alotmiCHELLe95839849: miCHELLe95839849: dEcEpTiCoNiCaL: :-*:-*:-*:-*miCHELLe95839849: im most defifnatly commuting my first year of collegemiCHELLe95839849: cuz like my mom flipped outmiCHELLe95839849: and iw aslike watevermiCHELLe95839849: cuz i didnt wanna get in an arguement with herdEcEpTiCoNiCaL: commuting from my housedEcEpTiCoNiCaL: hehemiCHELLe95839849: yea deffinatelymiCHELLe95839849: i dont wanna be here antoher fuckig yearmiCHELLe95839849: i cant fuckign stand it heremiCHELLe95839849: and all i do here is make everyone angry anywaysmiCHELLe95839849: im wicked fucking like i dunnomiCHELLe95839849: i hate everythingdEcEpTiCoNiCaL: even memiCHELLe95839849: lol dont be sillymiCHELLe95839849: your the only thing that kinda kleeps me sanemiCHELLe95839849: if you could even classify watever i am sanemiCHELLe95839849: ...miCHELLe95839849: i dunomiCHELLe95839849: im being weird i dont like it miCHELLe95839849: i dont wanna go to school miCHELLe95839849: i dunno miCHELLe95839849: maybe i should just go to ebdmiCHELLe95839849: everyone is soo fucking fakedEcEpTiCoNiCaL: yeapmiCHELLe95839849: wats up dEcEpTiCoNiCaL: i cherish the day i met youmiCHELLe95839849: me too miCHELLe95839849: ... miCHELLe95839849: i feel wicked shitty right nowdEcEpTiCoNiCaL: im sorrymiCHELLe95839849: i cant stand peoplemiCHELLe95839849: they are fucking dumbmiCHELLe95839849: and make me wanna crydEcEpTiCoNiCaL: who?miCHELLe95839849: just fucking anyone that speaks to me or says they are my friendmiCHELLe95839849: they are all fucking liarsmiCHELLe95839849: i cant stand themmiCHELLe95839849: i dont think like any truth wat so ever spews from their shit talking mouthsmiCHELLe95839849: ....miCHELLe95839849: yeamiCHELLe95839849: anywaysmiCHELLe95839849: i really did have alot alot of fun with you todaydEcEpTiCoNiCaL: me toomiCHELLe95839849: what are you doingdEcEpTiCoNiCaL: nothingmiCHELLe95839849: come over and make bubble hats wiht medEcEpTiCoNiCaL: okdEcEpTiCoNiCaL: ;p;dEcEpTiCoNiCaL: lol*miCHELLe95839849: come over and rub my backmiCHELLe95839849: dEcEpTiCoNiCaL: okmiCHELLe95839849: ......dEcEpTiCoNiCaL: how old is that kidmiCHELLe95839849: 18 or 19miCHELLe95839849: whydEcEpTiCoNiCaL: j/wdEcEpTiCoNiCaL: is he in highschool?miCHELLe95839849: nomiCHELLe95839849: he graduated last yearmiCHELLe95839849: i wanna give you a really really big kissdEcEpTiCoNiCaL: i want onemiCHELLe95839849: i betmiCHELLe95839849: i wanna crydEcEpTiCoNiCaL: oh man i still havent eaten anythingdEcEpTiCoNiCaL: loldEcEpTiCoNiCaL: im gonna go get some foodmiCHELLe95839849: kdEcEpTiCoNiCaL: backmiCHELLe95839849: horoaydEcEpTiCoNiCaL: we need to go iceskating againmiCHELLe95839849: yes indeedmiCHELLe95839849: i heart itmiCHELLe95839849: its sooo much funmiCHELLe95839849: im wicked tiredmiCHELLe95839849: but iheart you soo muchmiCHELLe95839849: just htinking abotu today makes me smiledEcEpTiCoNiCaL: me toodEcEpTiCoNiCaL: reallydEcEpTiCoNiCaL: ice skating with you is awsomemiCHELLe95839849: yea its soo specialdEcEpTiCoNiCaL: i need to bring a dvd played into my roomdEcEpTiCoNiCaL: so we can watch movies... we can put the two beds togethermiCHELLe95839849: awww that would be sooo cutemiCHELLe95839849: and awesomemiCHELLe95839849: and i heart youmiCHELLe95839849: like you dont even no how much you mean to medEcEpTiCoNiCaL: no like you dont know how much you mean to me..dEcEpTiCoNiCaL: i think im in love with you.. but ive never been in lovedEcEpTiCoNiCaL: and your not.. so i guess that means that im not i just dont know what im feelingmiCHELLe95839849: josh you could bemiCHELLe95839849: aww you make me feel so specaildEcEpTiCoNiCaL: you are so specialmiCHELLe95839849: only to youdEcEpTiCoNiCaL: it dosent matterdEcEpTiCoNiCaL: am i not enough?miCHELLe95839849: lol no miCHELLe95839849: im just being sillymiCHELLe95839849: dEcEpTiCoNiCaL: how do you know when your in lovemiCHELLe95839849: i dunnomiCHELLe95839849: ....miCHELLe95839849: ...miCHELLe95839849: lolmiCHELLe95839849: i guess you dont reallymiCHELLe95839849: and then miCHELLe95839849: when you relize that you arntmiCHELLe95839849: it hurts the other person when they actually aremiCHELLe95839849: and then it sucksmiCHELLe95839849: and its sad and everyone criesmiCHELLe95839849: but thas just my experiencesmiCHELLe95839849: cuz it happens every single time and i get hurtmiCHELLe95839849: and i dont want that to happen to usdEcEpTiCoNiCaL: it wouldnt thodEcEpTiCoNiCaL: i dont think somiCHELLe95839849: im jsut scared is alldEcEpTiCoNiCaL: oh okmiCHELLe95839849: im sorry dEcEpTiCoNiCaL: dont bemiCHELLe95839849: o i am thomiCHELLe95839849: cu zi dont no what im feelingdEcEpTiCoNiCaL: you cant help the way you feelmiCHELLe95839849: nomiCHELLe95839849: cuz i jsut dont want you to get hurtmiCHELLe95839849: i dont want you to relize thatyou dont actually love memiCHELLe95839849: ......dEcEpTiCoNiCaL: .....dEcEpTiCoNiCaL: ?miCHELLe95839849: im sorrymiCHELLe95839849: i dunnomiCHELLe95839849: lolmiCHELLe95839849: im sorrmiCHELLe95839849: ydEcEpTiCoNiCaL: dont bedEcEpTiCoNiCaL: alls i know is i like you dEcEpTiCoNiCaL: like seriouslydEcEpTiCoNiCaL: sooooo much michellemiCHELLe95839849: me toomiCHELLe95839849: im just scared ... alotdEcEpTiCoNiCaL: its cause youve been in love and know how it feels to have your heart broken so your more cautious to fall in lovedEcEpTiCoNiCaL: then me... i want to be in love, i want to know what its likemiCHELLe95839849: well its justmiCHELLe95839849: like ... guys will just say it ... cuz they dont nomiCHELLe95839849: ... and then when like they need to show how much they actually do they dont because they arntdEcEpTiCoNiCaL: what do you mean.. like they through it around like its nothing?miCHELLe95839849: yea]miCHELLe95839849: likemiCHELLe95839849: id unno its just dumbmiCHELLe95839849: okmiCHELLe95839849: liek adammiCHELLe95839849: if he loved me he wouldnt have tried to change memiCHELLe95839849: he wouldnt have left me for some girl cuz he got boredmiCHELLe95839849: and andrew would have stoped doing so much drugs if he loved memiCHELLe95839849: btu he didnt miCHELLe95839849: he didnt wanna change his habits for memiCHELLe95839849: so wateverdEcEpTiCoNiCaL: but like.. i dont wanna change you.. if there was something bad about me and you really felt strong about it and wanted me to stop i woulddEcEpTiCoNiCaL: i feel like i could spend every moment with youmiCHELLe95839849: me too miCHELLe95839849: its just like i dunno ... its scary dEcEpTiCoNiCaL: i know but like.. i dont know it pisses me off saying i heart you.. because heather rice says that...dEcEpTiCoNiCaL: and we say it like.. 3241 times a daymiCHELLe95839849: dude wtfdEcEpTiCoNiCaL: whatmiCHELLe95839849: i hate that bitchmiCHELLe95839849: loldEcEpTiCoNiCaL: me toomiCHELLe95839849: why does she say thatmiCHELLe95839849: dEcEpTiCoNiCaL: shes said that forever thats why i didnt say it at first miCHELLe95839849: i feel so cliche nowmiCHELLe95839849: eckmiCHELLe95839849: i need a showerdEcEpTiCoNiCaL: loldEcEpTiCoNiCaL: take a bath with my stuffmiCHELLe95839849: a hypothetical shower to get the cliche offmiCHELLe95839849: ... i already took a shower at home id get btiched at lolmiCHELLe95839849: ... miCHELLe95839849: i feel shitty nowmiCHELLe95839849: *** shittier dEcEpTiCoNiCaL: why?miCHELLe95839849: cuz sehs a cuntmiCHELLe95839849: and now i feel liek im at an equal level as a cuntmiCHELLe95839849: which is grossmiCHELLe95839849: and bahh i hate that cuntmiCHELLe95839849: .... miCHELLe95839849: now wat can i saymiCHELLe95839849: .... miCHELLe95839849: wtfmiCHELLe95839849: i wanna kill hermiCHELLe95839849: watevermiCHELLe95839849: ... im sorrymiCHELLe95839849: for ...miCHELLe95839849: everythingdEcEpTiCoNiCaL: theres nothing to be sorry formiCHELLe95839849: there is if your thinking like memiCHELLe95839849: why didnt you say anything beforemiCHELLe95839849: cuz if it pissed you offf i wouldnt have said itdEcEpTiCoNiCaL: no like i dont knowdEcEpTiCoNiCaL: nevermind forget i said anythingmiCHELLe95839849: nomiCHELLe95839849: why didnt you say antyhingdEcEpTiCoNiCaL: i dont know.. because i like saying it because to me its almost like saying i love you.. but notdEcEpTiCoNiCaL: but then everytime i think about it its like... AHHmiCHELLe95839849: well yea thats why i say itmiCHELLe95839849: but now i feel dirtymiCHELLe95839849: liek a dirty whoremiCHELLe95839849: like heather ricemiCHELLe95839849: ... a dirty heather ricemiCHELLe95839849: .... miCHELLe95839849: everything is so complicatedmiCHELLe95839849: or im just making it seem that way miCHELLe95839849: ... joshdEcEpTiCoNiCaL: michellemiCHELLe95839849: i do love you its just like ... im scared to admit itmiCHELLe95839849: for the consequences could be quite severedEcEpTiCoNiCaL: dont say it unless you mean it.dEcEpTiCoNiCaL: i just idkmiCHELLe95839849: no i dodEcEpTiCoNiCaL: i love you like im not scared to admit it at allmiCHELLe95839849: its just ... i dont want you to not mean itdEcEpTiCoNiCaL: i mean it!miCHELLe95839849: yea but you havent been hurt like i havemiCHELLe95839849: i mean it toomiCHELLe95839849: im jsut an emo bitchdEcEpTiCoNiCaL: you made my heart race when you said thatdEcEpTiCoNiCaL: i do love you its just like ... im scared to admit itmiCHELLe95839849: thats how its supposed to feel everytime you hear itmiCHELLe95839849: ....dEcEpTiCoNiCaL: i love itmiCHELLe95839849: i love you dEcEpTiCoNiCaL: I LOVE YOU TOOdEcEpTiCoNiCaL: adfasdfdEcEpTiCoNiCaL: asdfdEcEpTiCoNiCaL: asfddEcEpTiCoNiCaL: dadEcEpTiCoNiCaL: fadEcEpTiCoNiCaL: o man michellledEcEpTiCoNiCaL: i have thee biggest smile miCHELLe95839849: aww your soo fucking awesomemiCHELLe95839849: iloveitmiCHELLe95839849: .... dEcEpTiCoNiCaL: :-D:-D:-DmiCHELLe95839849: lets get marrieeddEcEpTiCoNiCaL: letsmiCHELLe95839849: and we can be inlove foreverdEcEpTiCoNiCaL: yesdEcEpTiCoNiCaL: i wanna do it now.. so after we can say i love youdEcEpTiCoNiCaL: the first time i wanted to say it sooooooooooo badmiCHELLe95839849: i no miCHELLe95839849: i no you didmiCHELLe95839849: im surprisedy ou didntdEcEpTiCoNiCaL: because i didnt wanna not hear it back dEcEpTiCoNiCaL: ya knodEcEpTiCoNiCaL: i mean that would suck losing your virginity, telling the person you love them.. and there like... okmiCHELLe95839849: lol that wouldnt have happeneddEcEpTiCoNiCaL: you would have said somethingmiCHELLe95839849: yea i dunno what i woulda saidmiCHELLe95839849: lets just hope wedont get hurt miCHELLe95839849: like ice skatingdEcEpTiCoNiCaL: lolmiCHELLe95839849: if one of us falls we both fall togheterdEcEpTiCoNiCaL: awwmiCHELLe95839849: .... we are soo fucking greatdEcEpTiCoNiCaL: we are!dEcEpTiCoNiCaL: im gonna go to bed so i can dream about how happy i am right nowmiCHELLe95839849: your gonna go to bed right now?dEcEpTiCoNiCaL: yesmiCHELLe95839849: dEcEpTiCoNiCaL: because i dont want anything to change my mood right nowdEcEpTiCoNiCaL: like my mommiCHELLe95839849: i could cry right now im so happydEcEpTiCoNiCaL: i dont know.. alls i know is i have thee biggest grin on my face and i feel like i could skip for the rest of my lifedEcEpTiCoNiCaL: lolmiCHELLe95839849: your soo fucking cutedEcEpTiCoNiCaL: you aremiCHELLe95839849: your are theee most awesomest guy in the entire worlddEcEpTiCoNiCaL: you are the most bestest girl in the entire worlddEcEpTiCoNiCaL: who i want to spend the rest of my life withdEcEpTiCoNiCaL: im gonna go thomiCHELLe95839849: hooray miCHELLe95839849: excitementdEcEpTiCoNiCaL: :-*:-*:-*:-*:-*:-*:-*:-*dEcEpTiCoNiCaL: i love youmiCHELLe95839849: miCHELLe95839849: i love you too dEcEpTiCoNiCaL: :-D:-D:-D:-D:-D:-D:-D:-DdEcEpTiCoNiCaL: gnight sweetnessmiCHELLe95839849: noomiCHELLe95839849: dont leave medEcEpTiCoNiCaL: i have to while im tired and happydEcEpTiCoNiCaL: i want to have a good dream about youmiCHELLe95839849: dEcEpTiCoNiCaL: :-*:-*:-*:-*:-*:-*:-*:-*:-*:-*:-*:-*:-*:-*dEcEpTiCoNiCaL: gnight hottnessmiCHELLe95839849: gnightmiCHELLe95839849: awesomest guy evermiCHELLe95839849: in the whole worldmiCHELLe95839849: everdEcEpTiCoNiCaL: i love you!miCHELLe95839849: i love you toodEcEpTiCoNiCaL signed off at 10:10:30 PM.